2018-10-30

Flash Fiction: Love Climax

White skirt sat on the near perfect skin and fluttered by the breeze as the pair of legs plodded to plonk on the lone bench in the park. A colorful hat hid the pretty hair like the forced smile hiding the pain on Neha’s face. She switched off her handset and flung it in the lake. He never came! She was numb and furiously flailed her legs in the air. The broken heart vowed not to love ever again. A strange sensation tightened her chest like an evil force on a rampage and she passed out on the bench.

A gentle kissed touched her cheek, stroking the long hair and dripping saliva felt on mouth. She slowly opened her eyes and saw him standing in front of her. It cannot be a dream, the lake, wind and the park, she enthused. He smiled and bent on his feet, gently holding her hand. “Sorry for making you wait,” he said. “I missed the train that went in flame. Love conspired for us to be together.” She got up and hugged him tightly, exploring every nook of his lip, caressing his face and kissing his eye. “You are mine forever. Nothing can take you away from me,” she beamed.

Ten things Not to do in a relationship



1. Keep comparing your ex-es and bring your partner former’s flame in every mundane conversation.


2.    Insisting your companion takes you for a night out with his or her friends for every reunion.


3.    Keeping calling your partner at every moment in a day be it at work or outside to ask about whereabouts or check daily agenda. Spacing out adds comfort and security layer in a relationship.


4.    Take each other for granted assuming, ‘That’s ok, cool’ or a nod means things are fine after a heated argument or disagreement. Sort it out after taking a deep breath and don’t assume it’s all sorted without communicating. 


5.    Don’t pop in to make each other see reason or logic immediately after a fight. Go to your respective cocoons if you wish and wait for things to calm down before talking it out in a respectful manner.


6.    Never impose your point of view on your partner for it shows disrespect or manipulations. Being in a relationship is all about showing respect, always listen to what the other person has to say and engagement means never stop him or her during an argument be it on family, religion or politics.


7.    Avoid cutting your partner short, be it on a phone conversation or engagement for it’s rude.


8.    Don’t pick up calls or check Whatsapp message during moments of intimacy, cuddling or in the middle of a kiss.


9.    An absolute No to involve third parties, be it relatives or each others’ friends in your arguments, moments of intimacy like sex or to intervene creates distrust.


10.    Don’t shout at each other in front of anyone for it amounts to humiliation and showing scant respect for feelings.

2018-10-29

Partitioned love



Decade of longing, 

change in destination, 

scars, 

wrinkled faces, 

twisted voyage, 

 stormy affair,

a sea of lifetime, 

beyond birth and death, 

wheel of time, 

decrepit building, 

dusted civilization, 

raw emotions, 

a nest, 

birds flocking,

in quest of an identity,

survival,

trees razed off, 

when humans simply ceased to be, 

in search of, 

uprooted land, 

partitioned love,

Has anyone seen her?

i shall never be tired of waiting!
 

2018-10-27

Bajirao makes Mastani with Band, Baaja aur ek chutki sindoor ki keemat






Band bajaa baraat on Twitter. The garish clothes worn by Ranveer Singh may just be passé and for one last time, he may just dance in his own wedding, khud ke shaadi mein Ranveer Deewana.

Deepika! You broke my heart but for one last time, give an ultimatum to your soon-to-be-would be-husband to get rid of colorful Santabanta meets Baba Ramdev attire or else call off the wedding! He could well be the brand ambassador of Pantanjali and swinging his body in yoga style.

Karni Sena must be fuming for Khilji will finally take saat phera with Padmavati! The feeling of a condom bursting open to be filled with water before the act and so much for water conservation, Dear Karni sena! I feel for you guys. Maybe you should protest that Ranveer Singh must dress properly as the groom and cut the hair not to do Thattad Thattad! Bechari Deepika. She is no abla naari and may well shop for her groom to avoid censorship of the biggest 100 crores wedding this November. Who else to give some fashion tips to the groom and the bride! Karni Sainik may well have a change of heart what with the wedding adding a Rajput theme, aan and ashaan!

Every Gunday has its day to triumph with his bride for Sanjay Leela Bhansali may well do the honors...only naamkaran and no change of name. Ek chutki sindoor ki keemat tum kya jaano, Ranveer babu! I’m still pinning my hope for some last minute drama a la Padmavati and a climax in a desi, modern version of The Runaway Bride. Deepu! You broke my heart into tiny pieces with this Lootere! How about leaving him! You can have my word for I will never wear such colorful clothes like your groomy boy and hate everything garish.

Save water! Ranveer and Deepika will teach not just water conservation but how not to spend their own money to grow them rich! Itna kanjoos! No surprise for Ranveer Singh is Sindhi and will dance at his own sangeet, be the bandh, baaja aur baarati so save every drop of crore. The Newsmaker of the year is no doubt Ranveer and Deepika stealing the thunder under any nose to suddenly say Metoo! Arre bhai matlab Kabool, I do and wanna get hitched forever. See! They are no Chetan Bhagat and Ira Trivedi release of emails to compete on who writes better English to protect well their virgin reputation with love and kisses.

Now what with celebrities fixation for a spot under the sun and bhaag ke shaadi karna? Running away to get married in a phoren destination should be our national sport and not hockey! First Anushka and Virat and now apna Deepika-Ranveer on their Italian escapade. Everyone is bent to become a brand ambassador of not India but exotic location for their wedding. Makes me wonder what Modi Ji will think about Incredible India campaign?

Any idea about the Suhaag Raat! You silly I am not thinking about Durex, the condom endorsed by Ranveer Singh. I think Deepu will teach him badminton on the night and how to play it right...having perfected the art of net practice. Think sasurji Prakash Padukone. The Bajirao gets his Mastani in style!


2018-10-25

Path of happiness


Free yourself,

dance in the rain,

soak the skin,

rain is heaven,

tread on the edge,

splash of happiness,

risk everything,

kiss danger,

embrace fear,

throw away this baggage,

make this child your friend?

wink at the stranger girl,

sing loudly on the road,

ask a dime,

fling the coin in the sea,

whisper the biggest secret to the waves,

sleep on the sand,

tread on this aimless destination,

go penniless,

yeah baby,

the only way,

create the path of happiness.

2018-10-23

A heart to love



No love,

warring hearts,

wielding sword of emotions,

wedge,

shorn of reasoning,

come closer babe,

lose this peace,

delete all brain talk,

control,

not worth it,

we are no computer code language,

chuck out this turmoil,

not for us,

drop the weapons,

feelings don’t slug,

no nobel prize,

or claiming a trophy,

a date,

some laughs and teasing,

an innocent kiss,

complete this cycle,

fill in the blanks,

replace head with heart,

not tail.

2018-10-21

Saturday whisper


Too much of social media makes 'Jack' me a dull boy. Twitter is getting to me what with slug fests taking the form of misogynists questioning victims on metoo campaign and extremists on the whole Sabrimala justifying violence against women. Hello! negativity! I am off Facebook for sometimes and may get back briefly in another fortnight before exiting again. The hitch about social media is that it sucks the energy  at times, though merit lies in the metoo campaign exposing sexual predators. One of the best things happened where women are speaking freely without fear of persecution and after all, credit goes to social media witnessing fallen heroes like MJ Akbar, Suhel Seth and Nana Patekar and their ilk. The post is not about them but a typical day in my life. Yes! I am on a reading spree after ages post my lipoma surgery with no yoga or jogging for 2 weeks time. Here we go on the Saturday that came and flew!

8.00 a.m:

Tossing on bed and waking up with a pain in the leg. Ouch! I sat paralyzed for few seconds and making the effort to walk straight. I start the day with a warm mug of water and a cup of Twining tea bag which the cousin brought from UK.

9.00 a.m:

The plaster on the back has been bugging me for 2 weeks after the minor lipoma surgery and what with the scratching which they tell is a sign of healing. I just got the plaster removed today and feels like a hulk becoming human, breathing fresh air. Checking Twitter and Linkedin what with ugly squabble in full swing. I read a couple of pages in Lokmanya Tilak biography, the movement for Independence in India, political machination to jail him and of course, the freedom fighter being one of the co-founders of the alma mater Fergusson College. It's not that Tilak was unblemished since he was quite a conservative figure in Pune politics. A heavy 650 odd pages and take it upon myself to wrap it in 10 days' time.


10.00 a.m:

Attending a prayer meet of aunty who suddenly passed away weeks back. Those days priests cannot be trusted-ok may be I'm generalizing here, but the guy came one hour plus late without informing. One of my pet peeves since I am stickler for time. Common sense tells if someone is not able to make it on time, better inform and always think about people sacrificing their half day to attend a ceremony. It certainly looks bad and what with the funny sermon stretching the whole thing beyond time and imagination when everyone sat on an empty stomach.

11. 30 

A little bit of chat with elders in the family and got to learn so much from them about the practicality of things, not complicating matters and striving to be a better human being minus the stereotypical religious cum rules burden. A heavy lunch follows and put it that way, over indulging and wondering on my calories and cholesterol hitting a record high.

14/15 p.m: 

Post the heavy duty Indian lunch, my friend P concocts a digestive kind of green tea with honey, jelly, tea bag, ginger and green plants cultivated in the garden. I had my reservation and wondering on the bitterness. But, glad of being wrong since the concoction makes an absolutely delightful with feeling of positivitea of sweetness. Hail the age old and traditional recipe to prevent bloating and what's not!


17-18 p.m

I reach home to catch for some sleep but only to see this little monster, three year old neighbor hopping straight inside my room to play. The thing with kids is no matter how tired you are, they know how to have their ways and make you smile. Finally, I crash for one hour. Post winter, it's getting hot and the ceiling fan is roiled back to steam after the clunky voice disappeared during the cold. The lost friend makes its appearance with summer calling.

18.30 p.m:

Feeling like a new born and furtively opened my eyes with a beatitude smile. I slept for some time and got out of the house, back to meeting the friends, giving them company and dining with the prayer food.  I turned into a teenage with the young friends playing hide-and-seek with them.

22.00 pm:

Back home to snuggling with kindle book and  hardcover on the bed but lacked the courage for some extensive reading. Finally, I wrapped up Shaheen Bhatt's book, 'I've never been Un (Happier)' on her struggle with mental health for 14 years. Since, I suffer from depression and anxiety, there are so many instances in the book to relate with and the constant worry about suicidal thoughts that plagued me in the not-so-recent past. One day, I shall write about my ongoing struggle but cherry on cake, the book has done wonders to the mind. I try to sleep and it's getting hot in the night.

Ciao
 




2018-10-20

Path of thorn




Fragile mind,

at mercy and behest of ghoul’s power,  

flustered,

double edged sword, 

split forces, 

wrecking havoc, 

ripped of identity,

my everything,

darkness,

wearing white,

longing for light and purity,

eluded hope,

lost battle,

feeble win,

an endless road,

 triumph is an illusion,

no fiction,

days like that,

bitterness,

marching on thorns.