Tears on the sleeve

Strange and complex,

nuanced feelings,

pain,

wound,

heartbreak,

playfulness,

the mind is a cornucopia of dancing bees,

unbridled excitement,

unusual happiness,

hopeless romantic,

i fall down,

wear tears on the sleeve,

hide emotions,

vent out,

fail miserably,

hiding in my shelf,

baring the soul open,

cheat on the self,

listen to the inner voice,

whispers in the ear,

donning the garb of a narcissist,

erect a wall to  protect the self,

break into tiny shards,

collect every shred of the soul,

indulge in the extreme,

 to blow the mind,

keep walking,

forget the defeat or the exuberance.